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Shadows on the Heart

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Ages: 18+

She’s driving to pick up a future she never wanted. When she gets there, it’s worse than she feared.

When her brother dies suddenly and she’s named legal guardian to three children she’s never met, Lita Bravo, a tattooed, thirty-two-year-old amateur mixed martial arts fighter, leaves her high desert home in Arizona to drive to California, a place from which she ran away years ago. Upon her arrival, she finds not only three grieving children but her estranged mother who has dementia and nowhere else to go.

For Jade McGovern, a serious twelve-year-old who’s had the same friends since kindergarten, life becomes unhinged when her parents die. Forced to move to a new state to live with a foul-mouthed, incompetent aunt, Jade decides to do anything she can to get back to California.

Evie Long, whose life, loves and libations have always come first, really wants a drink. She doesn’t recognize the daughter who ran away nearly twenty years ago and wonders when she’ll find her missing daughter.

As Evie falls deeper into her memories and Jade takes steps down a troublesome path, Lita struggles to parent and cope with a mother she never thought she’d see again. SHADOWS ON THE HEART, told from the perspective of three unique narrators, explores the bonds of family and friendship and the rippling impact of loss, grief and addiction across generations.

Reviews

In Elizabeth Oldham’s contemporary novel SHADOWS ON THE HEART, three generations of female family members contend with the loss of loved ones. When both her parents die, twelve-year-old Jade is whisked away from California to Arizona by her MMA-fighter aunt Lita (her father’s half-sister), along with her two younger siblings. Accompanying the three children is Lita’s estranged mother, Evie, whom her brother had been caring for before his death due to her advanced dementia. Lita is unprepared to care for three children and an elderly woman, especially when the struggles of her traumatic childhood start to catch up to her. The story flips between Jade, Lita, and Evie’s perspectives, plumbing the depths of their respective experiences with grief and adjusting to their new environments. While Jade and Lita’s points of view are relayed in a standard, approachable past tense narrative, Evie’s chapters are told in present tense—mirroring her temporally displaced mental state. She shifts from her confused present to flashbacks, expressing worry over past-Lita’s safety and frustration at present-Lita’s anger. Because Evie is often “suddenly overwhelmed,” versions of this phrase (and consequently her emotions) begin to lose their meaning, and her constant reference to the Lita she doesn’t recognize as “the tattooed woman” grows repetitive. The narrative’s sharp language, however, offers precise portrayals of the characters’ personalities—as when “a storm cloud forms in the shape of a small, familiar, tattooed woman at the end of the tunnel entrance.” The character-driven nature of the book results in a slow-moving plot. Jade encounters tense struggles with bullying and getting in trouble when she first begins school in Arizona, but major events are few and far between in the book’s second half. This latter portion centers instead on conversation and shallow introspection, as when Jade contemplates what to do about a gift she received from her crush that she knows was stolen. Of the three perspectives, Jade’s provides the most poignant interactions with grief; her anger manifests in underage drinking, and her desire for connection sees her push away those who show easy love in favor of those whose misbehaviors reflect her own. Lita’s realistic journey from tortured punk to loving guardian often probes the psyche of an adult who had an abusive childhood, but her reconciliation feels rushed; a single revelation from her father has her do an unbelievable 180 overnight. Though the extended ending feels extraneous, it offers a welcome catharsis for these three strong female characters. In Elizabeth Oldham’s SHADOWS ON THE HEART, three complex female characters drive the slow but steady plot of this moving depiction of dementia and grief.

Indie Reader

Shadows on the Heart by Elizabeth Oldham follows Lita Bravo, a fierce and independent mixed martial arts fighter, as she navigates the complexities of her life, from the adrenaline-fueled intensity of the cage to the emotional challenges of family relationships and personal transformation. After the tragic death of her brother, Lita unexpectedly becomes the guardian of his three children and her estranged mother, Evie, who is battling dementia. Set against the backdrop of Bisbee, Arizona, and the Mexican village of Perdido, the novel explores themes of grief, forgiveness, and the complexities of family bonds. Elizabeth Oldham crafts a compelling protagonist in Lita, whose tough exterior masks a deep vulnerability. The dynamics between Lita and her family, particularly her evolving relationship with her mother, are heartfelt, capturing the complexities of forgiveness and reconciliation. The depiction of Evie’s dementia is heartbreaking and authentic, while the children’s ways of coping with their parents’ deaths are equally moving. Oldham’s writing is vivid and immersive, particularly in the fight scenes, which pulse with energy and authenticity. At the same time, the quieter, emotional moments are equally impactful, showcasing her ability to balance action with introspection. The stark beauty of the desert landscape and the vibrant energy of Bisbee’s community are evocatively captured, adding depth to the setting. Shadows on the Heart is a story that readers who appreciate tales of redemption, resilience, and the messy, beautiful reality of human connections will enjoy. It may also appeal to those readers interested in mixed martial arts.

Carol Thompson for Readers’ Favorite

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