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The Little Things That Kill: A Teen Friendship Afterlife Apology Tour

Formats: E-Book, Audio, Paperback, Hardback

Ages: 12-15, 16-18, 18+

★★★★★Kirkus Reviews’ Best Books of 2025
A story of friendship, family, and the undeniable truth that it’s never too late to say you’re sorry.

For fans of A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder, We Were Liars, and 13 Reasons Why comes the mystery of a girl’s untimely death that leads to more questions than answers.

The Little Things That Kill reveals the hidden impact of the small choices we make every day of our lives (and afterlives).

“A compassionate exploration of friendship and betrayal wrapped up in a true page-turning mystery.” —Kirkus Reviews (starred review)
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SYNOPSIS:
True friendship is put to the test when Nicole’s death sends her on an afterlife apology tour.

Sixteen-year-old Nicole already had enough on her plate between distancing herself from her embarrassingly witchy bestie Isabel and competing with her don’t-mess-with-me romantic rival Cassie, who happens to be dating Nicole’s crush.

Now Nicole is dead and on Substation Fifteen, a special afterlife realm for teens who ended their own lives. She’s convinced she doesn’t belong there, even though she has zero memory of what really happened to her.

Now she’s got just thirty days to figure it out. But the truth is buried beneath a tangled mess of secrets, lies, and betrayals.

How can Nicole communicate from beyond the grave with the two girls who know much more about her Last Day than they’re willing to admit? She’d better learn quickly otherwise her next stop could really be the end.

★★★★★ “The end… it was wrapped up so beautifully and so perfectly I couldn’t ask for more.”
★★★★★ “It has been a long time since I’ve cried, laughed and felt whole with a book.”
★★★★★ “I was very touched by the ending.”
★★★★★ “This isn’t just a book; it’s a deeply personal journey that left an indelible mark on my soul.”
★★★★★ “If I had found this book as a teenager, it would have been my end-all be-all.”
★★★★★ “An encapsulating, heartfelt story that transcends everything we believe about life and death and beyond.”

Reviews

In Fox’s YA mystery, a teenager must piece together the truth behind her apparent suicide—and the events leading up to it—from beyond the grave. Sixteen-year-old Nicole Benson wakes up confused and disoriented on a bright platform floating in an abyss, surrounded by a group of kids her age and younger, many of whom have horrific injuries that disappear soon after she sees them. They’re taken to “Substation Fifteen,” where they are welcomed and assigned mentors to support and guide them as they prepare for “The Evaluation,” which they must pass in order to move on to their next destination. Nicole’s mentor, Grace, explains that Nicole is dead and that Substation Fifteen is for those who have died by suicide. (“Lemon-yellow lights illuminate a larger area. ‘This is the simulation center devoted to viewing memory projections.’ We’d better get YouTube and Netflix or I’m definitely leaving.”) Though Nicole comes to remember falling to her death, she can’t recall the events leading up to it…but she’s absolutely certain that she didn’t do it on purpose. Sure, her life wasn’t perfect: Her mother died when she was a baby, she’s insecure about her looks, and the object of her infatuation, Alex Traynor, is dating her frenemy, Cassie Church. Still, Nicole knows that she didn’t kill herself. As the 30-day countdown to The Evaluation ticks by, Nicole begins to master skills, like entering the dreams of her loved ones, telekinesis, astral traveling, and even materializing before the living. In doing so, she starts to reclaim her memories from her final day. Fox’s captivating mystery explores adolescent friendships, betrayals, and suicide with cleverness and an abundance of compassion. The characters are well developed, distinctive, and compelling. (Nicole, a gifted singer-songwriter, guitar player, and actor, is sympathetic and relatable; she’s also judgmental and a bit conniving.) Readers will enjoy the author’s imaginative worldbuilding and exploration of the supernatural and will be especially enthralled by the dizzying twists and turns as the circumstances surrounding Nicole’s death are revealed. A compassionate exploration of friendship and betrayal wrapped up in a true page-turning mystery.

Kirkus Reviews (starred review)

Fox (author of Leeta Simtar) explores teen angst, the power of friendship, and the spirit world in this redemptive supernatural drama. Sixteen-year-old Nicole Benson wakes up in the hereafter on a floating platform that ushers her to Substation 15, where those who died by suicide rest, reflect, and prepare for the Evaluation before they can move on. Although she’s unable to remember what really happened at the party on the day she died, Nicole is adamant she did not kill herself. Her Mentor, Grace, tells Nicole that she must collect evidence surrounding her death so she can pass her Evaluation in 30 days. Nicole uses unearthly tools, such as a Life-Streamer, to observe her living friends on Earth in California, and dream tours that let her enter people’s dreams and communicate with them. Written in intimate, inviting voices, with content appropriate for young high school readers, the story chronicles Nicole’s journey of discovery, told from the first-person points of view of Nicole and her mortal friends. Nicole’s conviction that she would not have taken her own life compels, and the rest of the cast engages as they face secrets, discoveries, and themselves: Cassie realizes that her boyfriend, Alex, had a relationship with Nicole, and thinks “A girl I know killed herself, and I’m pretty sure I had something to do with it.” Isabel (“Iz”), Nicole’s best friend, is a witch who speaks with spirits and makes contact with Nicole through her Ouija board, saying “Nothing will ever be right again until I tell Nic the truth and make amends.” Looming over all of this humane drama is the mystery of how Nicole died. Fox handles it with sensitivity and warmth while accurately capturing teenage obsession, jealousy, self-doubt, incessant comparisons with peers, and the complexities of group acceptance versus feeling ostracized and self-doubt. Inventive scenes of dream touring are exciting, though tension over the puzzle of Nicole’s death loses some momentum among the subplots, perspective changes, and intense everyday concerns. Still, the touching treatment of teenage priorities and the value of life and friendship is rewarding. Takeaway: From the spirit world, a teenager contacts the living to learn why she died. Comparable Titles: Gabrielle Zevin’s Elsewhere, Judy Sheehan’s I Woke Up Dead at the Mall.

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